As long as we have been on this planet, we have subdued an emotional betrayal: what we think and what we do often are in conflict.
oh really?
over the last few months, dear readers, I have been in conflict.
In my last post, I wanted to be positive! Yet I know this is was not the case. So screw it, here I am.
Two months ago I began to bleed, again.
So much so that I had to have a transfusion. drama! No, not really. It was ok. Actually, it was all ok. These things may seem outrageous to you. But not so much to me.
I will talk about this more on my next post, this is just to let you know that I am ok. That I miss you.
well. I miss you a great deal. That is my fault, sorry for not being in touch. Sorry for the radio silence. Sorry for the emo gap. Sorry for not getting back asap to messages. Sorry for not calling back. Sorry for not being better. Sorry for not sending you a quick "love you". Sorry for not coming over. Sorry for not making Jam or cake or pie or cake...
But in my terrible hurry, if I have missed births, marriages, pregnancies, deaths or otherwise, please tell me. Please forgive me.
I am sorry. For me... for the Emo betrayal. Because if I feel this, then maybe, you do too.
But I love you x
i do
And I hope you are well xxxx
